Happy #1

Come to think of it, almost the entire content of my blog is about hate and struggle. It's just so sad. But whatever this blog was built for that purpose anyway. Tonight, I went to Greenhills to have dinner with friends/late birthday celebration of one of my closest friends, my twin, Cerina. I haven't known this girl that long (five years) yet we're so tight. We know each other too well that whatever happens to us, good or bad, whatever we look like probably a druggie, a zombie or whatever weird or good thing imaginable, we don't feel uncomfortable or shy towards each other. We're very open and we have the same way of thinking that even if we don't say anything to each other once we start talking exactly the same words come out of our mouth. Sometimes I find it weird but more than that I find it really amusing. You don't get to really experience something like that so often in a friend. You may have hundreds of people who knows you and a smaller circle who you can say who knows you the deepest but I believe it's quite a rare instance that you find a friend who's mind runs on a totally the same course as yours. Thus, we call each other twins.

We were supposedly I think maybe around six who will be having dinner at Greenhills but somehow due to the location the attendance trickled down to two and those two were me and Cerina twin. Though there was only the two of us it was really fun. It's really good to be able to catch up with such a close friend. What's nice about being with a larger group is well there's more people and you get to catch up with them bit by bit and of course every single one's got stories, everything's louder. But when there's only two people you really get down to the most intricate part of that person's life. You really get to TALK all the better especially when you're with that friend who knows you inside out.

Thinking about it now, almost more than half of our conversation was about boys and our ignorance about the opposite sex and funny as it may seems our curiosity towards fornication. Funny how at the age of 22 we still go "eeewww" or "YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKK" while talking about how it's like based on other people's stories. We still have those childish moments. Oh and how it makes us so uncomfortable when some guy tries to express his intentions/feelings towards us. Ugh. I don't know how other ladies deal with it. We just can't seem to figure out how to do it or if it's even possible to us.

Anyway, I haven't been this happy in a while. Everything's so much better now. It's just a proof that not all things in this world is so f*cked up yet. Sometimes we really just need to take a break from everything and do things that would bring us joy, that would give just the right balance in life. I realize tonight, we can't have too much of one thing nor too less of it either. We always have to find the right balance.

I had to share it right away tonight because it's been such a great night for me and I haven't had this moment in a while. This is what I needed right now.

#NowListening to "Take Me Dancing" by The Maine
Album: Pioneer B-Side