Sick of Getting Sick

Arrrggghhh... Finally it has happened. I have been wondering for a while now since it's been quite a long time the last time I got sick and I really find it quite unusual of me not getting sick for a long time already. Well since I've probably been thinking too much about it, here I am right now sitting in the sofa down with colds and some moments I feel like I'd rather die than go through the pain of getting sick. I really hate the feeling of having a scratchy throat and knowing that the first ever thing that I'd feel once I wake up in the morning is a burning pain on my throat. It makes me really want to cry and at the same time makes me appreciate more the moments wherein I was not sick. Most of the time I'd think about the times feel I have wasted when I wasn't sick and wish I could go back and do something more worthwhile during those times. Sounds like it's as if I'm dying. But that's how it's like for me whenever I'm sick. I really envy the people who get sick but don't really experience the burning pain in the throat first thing in the morning or the itchy throat that will keep you coughing non-stop for moments until you lose your breath. I go through all of it whenever I am sick and I hate it. Everytime I see someone who's very sick I really feel for them but at the same time I'm thankful that I'm not the one in their position. Whew I just really want this to be over. I hope that I can wake up tomorrow and it will be all gone.