Barely There

People say that you succeed by trying and trying so you just keep going. A lot of times, when you are working so hard trying you end up failing. You feel that it's all over but then despite that you know you need to continue trying. You don't know how long you have to try. To make the matters worse, you find yourself stuck with so many options on one side and on the other, a choice to drop it all and move on. Most of the time, you don't give it all up so easily.You will always end up choosing the side with so many options even though you can't see any of them so clearly.  As much as possible while you're still unsure of what you think you want and what is right, you just keep going. You let yourself go with the current flow because you believe that eventually you will find some clarity from that blur.

Back then you were the star everybody wanted to see, the one who shined the most but then you fell and there you are struggling to get back up.Who knows? maybe your time has passed and you have to go back in line again and wait for the right moment. It's probably not you. You were just at the wrong place at the wrong time. Every single person has his/her own limits. One day, there will come a point when you'll feel like you're just spinning and spinning in one full circle without knowing when to stop, where to go or what you have to do to let go. You'd think that you're trying but everyone's just too occupied to see that. Then you reach your limits and though you don't know where to go next it just suddenly dawns in you that it's time to stop. In the beginning, you'd feel that everything been a waste and you'd feel terribly sad knowing how you've began building your first steps on that path just to let go of it or lose it. Definitely, after that sacrifice, you will receive a bountiful more of obstacles you need to resolve on your own. It will be hard in such a way that it'll push you to your limits and sometimes, it'll make you want to give up. You will go through a lot of hurt and rejection along the way but like what they say, success is sweeter after going through unimaginable pain while getting there.

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Album: Fortune